A few weeks after our wedding, I found out I was pregnant. Even worse, I found out it was twins.
I began riding him hard. Placing my hands on his chest I placed my feet on the bed and moved up and down. My release started to build quick again. I felt hot liquid spurt inside of me as he moaned my name. I squeezed every drop out of him as I came with him.
I gripped the bouquet firmly in my hands as I watched the next girl make her way down the aisle. I was next. I squeezed my legs together, making sure my pistol was still in place. Something is going to happen. I can feel it.
Turns out my sister and I are complete opposites. She's the total girly girl. She loves expensive things, loves to get all dressed up with makeup, hair and everything and, most of all, loves the color pink.
Yeah, I'm fighting a battle within
And I don't know where to begin, oh-oh
A monster inside of my skin
And I don't know where to begin, oh-oh
I'll use you as a warning sign.
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind.
And I'll use you as a focal point.
o I don't lose sight of what I want.
And if the spark in your eye goes out. I can be your glow. Bringing you home, yeah. Bringing you home. I see your hurt, I feel your pain. All of our dirt is washed in the rain. I've walked that road, I've felt that shame. No place is home but times, they are changin'. This is our sanctuary. We can find shelter and peace. This is our sanctuary. You are, you are safe with me..
Lost and insecure. You found me, you found me. Lying on the floor. Surrounded, surrounded. Why'd you have to wait? Where were you, where were you? Just a little late. You found me, you found me.
I must've passed out at some point because when I woke, I was lying in a dark room. The air was humid and sticky. A dingy smell surrounded me. I reached up to touch my head, which was pounding with a headache. I felt a bandage over my eyebrow. I looked around but couldn't see a thing. It was pitch black.
Baby, let me be your man. So I can love you. And if you let me be your man. Then I'll take care of you, you. For the rest of my life, for the rest of yours. For the rest of my life, for the rest of yours. For the rest of ours.
Don't call me up. I'm going out tonight. Feeling good now you're outta my life. Don't wanna talk about us. Gotta leave it behind. One drink and you're outta my mind. Now, now take it up. Baby, I'm on a high. You're alone, going out of your mind. But I'm here up in the club. And I don't wanna talk. So don't call me up.
I once had a grip on everything. It feels better to let go. I'm not over. I'm not over you just yet. Cannot hide it. You're not that easy to forget. I'm not over…
Then I called you at home. You said that you weren't alone. I should've known better. Now it hurts much more. You caused my heart to bleed and. You still owe me a reason. I can't figure out why. Why I'm alone and freezing. While you're in the bed that she's in. I'm just left alone to cry...
Open up my eyes and
Tell me who I am
Let me in on all your secrets
No inhibition, no sin
How deep is your love?
I wish I was allowed, but I don't wanna cause any pain. And if I'm feeling like I'm evil we've got nothing to gain.
I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me. This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy. I need somebody to heal. Somebody to knowSomebody to have. Somebody to hold. It's easy to say. But it's never the same. I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain.
Gave love 'bout a hundred tries (hundred tries). Just running from the demons in your mind. Then I took yours and made 'em mine (made 'em mine). I didn't notice 'cause my love was blind. Said I'd catch you if you fall (fall). And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (all). And then I got you off your knees. Put you right back on your feet. Just so you can take advantage of me.
I was standing. You were there. Two worlds collided. And they could never tear us apart. We could liveFor a thousand years. But if I hurt youI'd make wine from your tears.
All wrapped in one he was so many sins. Would have done anything everything for him. And if you ask me I would do it again. No need to imagine. 'Cause I know it's true. They say “all good boys go to heaven”. But bad boys bring heaven to you...